today is kareachaut.this day holds a sprcial significance in the life of women but it has a lot more than getting lost in wordly things.To become sporitial anf look in you for your inner development throuhh shiva is the real essence behind this day.HAPPY KARWACHAUT.

aaj swarou ke chale jou baat

dhekhe isme din raat

suru suru me jab hou thee shadi

swarou me raas ghule thee, misri ke wadi

phir din dhale raat chle

jindage ke lay taal thap! thap! thapk! thapk! hue

nanhe see jeewan kee awaz

din me kilkari, raat me shoor ke awaz

ye swar jindage kee phir aise badle

gire tou thap, uthe tou mridang

raat huee din dhale

swarou ke swar ghuut see gaye

kahaa rain kahaa din khaa shayam

swar ap taal me badal gaye

gungru see awaz ek ma pa shad me ghule

raah me lakhou shabrdou ke naad huee

kahbhi ram kabhi raheem ke wani

shabdou me see bana hum gyane

din raat raat din me badle

shabd abhi khamosh abhi teer see karkaas lage

phir jou badhe hue shabdou kee baat

raat din shabd he shabd hue abad

ab khamoshi ke taalash rehte hai

shabdou me ghule misree angaar see phikte hai

kab shabd naad shant hou ye raah takte hai, 

kaa shabd naaad shant hou yahi raah takte hai

Time to time its love and wine;
Its cold and hot, and warm divine
we shred the couch and change the sign
we wear the warm and the cotton sublime
so is the brain, and the thoughts
they shred the rogue and bring in chyme
as weeks and months and days unfold
there shall be state of mind and mood
so calm! calm down this brain divine
ring in the inerself and let it rhyme
the brain think and the speech tell
what is divine just divine

Do what God desires of you and not what you desire of yourself.we all cry during adversity and are happy during the time when we have everything.lets take a small example of loneliness, isolation, patenerless dejection and the kinds.we feel pathetic, heartbroken as circumstances didnot turn out the way they were expected to.then its dejection, hatred and finally an emotional breakdown.Now do we ever give one second to ourself and ask the innerself where resides the actual god...is thisdestined by you and if yes then why??
The aswer would definately come.....actually you are the special one to have got the chance to become free from the bondage of life and
death or fromfalsehood.godgives you a chance tohelp yourse
lf out through totaldetatchment.he sends forth reminders to realize the ultimate goal of your life.you understand what it is when elders say...every calamity in life is a blessing in disguise.
In the name of ma saraswati....amen!!!

Relatives and guests.
I have come across several posts in facebook that say we spend our life pleasing those people who do not agree to our taste. Among these are the relatives and relatives or the neighbour’s and social friends. Its strange how we spend our valuable money and time trying to make these leeches happy. Here I must mention the part of Shiva Katha where Dev Indra came in the disguise of the muni to cheat Ahiliya. The result was that Ahaliya turned into stone, the muni lost his valor and Indra his good form. It may not always happen this way to loose the chastity but these relatives do create a lot of turbulence in the cool family life. Husband are generally the most affected who turn as the muni and speak against their wife and the women either respond or suffer like Ahiliya. But do these guests and relatives realize the kurupta or ugly form they take with them. After all every day is not Ganesh Chaturthi that Ma will forgive them. They burn their inner organs and have no respite, yet they come.

शब्दो के पेमाने ऐसे ही उलट गये
कुछ पल छलक गये कुछ पयाले मे रह गए
जो बचा वह भी बीखरा, जो छलका वह भी निकला
बस अनजानी सी कसक छोड गये

Dear Mimansa
As usual I wish you happiness true eternal happiness. Now that you are a fully fledged teenager with sweet teens attached to you I need to inform you that you are neither fitting in an infant nor an adult. This stage is a transitional one and as all transitions are marked by changes so is this one. It needs a lot of balancing chemically, physically and emotionally. There are expectations from the near and far ones, mental and emotional upsurges. In fact one needs to fight with his own self at this stage. People expect you to take decisions yet fear your decisions. People give you work yet mistrust you, people expect you to grow up yet want the child in you to stay. Under such circumstances you become like a TT ball getting knocked here or there. So my advice is to remain young at heart and mature at brain. Do not go much for what the world desires; see what God has designed for you.
As always told I would like you to remember that each one of us have duality of purpose in this world. We have to live in this world and hence satisfy the material needs that keep this body in a balanced frame and we need to balance the inner strength and keep our brain in a state of mental balance and above all we need to stay alert to the changes taking place in us. Three things if balanced will help you to gain control over this transitional stage of life and rise towards the supreme light.
Happy days and years ahead.
With love
MA = Meri Atma
PA = Pitrou Ke atma.

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जिन्हे जिन्दगी मे कुछ करना होता है, वह करते है
बाकी सब डरते है...
यारो अन्त मे तो सब मरते है.

check list of the gain and loss by year end:
WEIGHT: GAINED
HUMOR: ADDED
THRILL: MULTIPLIED
REASONING: ADDED
ANGER: LOST
FREEDOM: GAINED
MONEY: GAINED AND LOST
EXPERIENCE: GAINED
AGE: LOST
BLACK HAIR: LOST
GREY HAIR: GAINED
KNOWLEDGE: GAINED
FRIENDS: GAINED
EGO: PARTIALLY SHRED OFF
TIME: LOST
LOVE: GAINED
RELATIONS: HAPPY SOME LOST

RANDOM 2012

Some simple ways to find what life has in store for us:
1) count your blessings,this means you must try to find out what exactly brought to recognition in childhood and what brought you peace and happiness to the extent of satisfaction in childhood and thereafter.
2) what was taken away from you naturally right from the begining. We all want certain things in life yet they never come to us or even if they do they move out of our life. well we are then not made for them.

WHEN KIDS GROW

baat nikle hai tou ddooour talak pahunchege....
When a mother thinks of giving birth to a child, she wants to prove her completeness to herself and at times to the world.Thus nature creates nature and then love and compassion is added with the thought of a creation that would form a family.Now nature needs time and space to grow.It is complete and kicks (space is the requirement) to indicate another requirement of time and space and thus enters the real space,the earth.The child brings a lot of experience, once experienced by mother and releases a lot of love, emotional content and the type in the environment, the family as WE call it.But nature needs more time and space to grow and sets forth into the world and creates another habitat, a niche or a small world.Parents with expectations may call this 'nature' by any name, the wise ones will feel happy to see nature grow to fill the empty space with other experiences and will let go....some lament and die, I know not why, when we are nature and need space then why? why? won't we let go and create room for more space.

VEDAS ARE GREAT SOURCE OF EDUCATION AND KNOWLEDGE

I obtained a doctorate degree by working on tissue culture of trees wherein I was supposed to see the effect of gamma rays on vegetative propagation of Populus plant. The resulting plants were true to the type. Well!!! I have no intentions of boring you all or boasting my achievements but this necessitates out of the recent serial which throws a lot of light on scientific achievements. Lord Ganesha, the revered lord was born out of mother Parvati. He was to be sanctified and for that purpose his head was replaced by the head of an elephant. Elephants have their temporal glands, responsible for sexual behavior, on both sides of their head.I don’t want to hurt any religious sentiments as I am too religious myself. However when reading about tissue culture and cloning I became aware of the statement that both India and china started the work of cloning but India lagged back. These introductions were called the last perhaps in the developing countries.

2012 A GLIMPSE

TO  DEAR TEACHERS

We as parents have a petty suggestion if it appeals to your senses.

It has been observed that teachers get angry at the students due to several reasons.Not attentive in class-angry

Not one the homework-Angry

Not disciplined-Angry

Not regular to school- Angry.Talking in class -Angry and a slap

Misbehaving in class_Angry and slap

This anger and slap has become a continuous act on part of the teachers.If the student complains it may lead to threatning.

Well teachers are the gurus and have all right to punish the child but

BUT 

WHAT ARE YOU TEACHING THE KIDS

MESSAGE TO THE SUB CONCIOUS AND TENDER MINDS

BEAT IF SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING WRONG AND THREATEN IF THAT PERSON COMPLAINS

THIS WORLD IS A PLACE TO LEARN AND UNDERSTAND

I often wondered why we are in this world and what is th purpose of life? The various stages of life and the various downs more than ups and then an elder's statement: You learn from your mistakes:

This followed a howl and scream more often internally than external reflection and then the lows and tensions and the days wasted in coping with them.

I often wonder why this world is a place to perish more and enjoy less. The cyclic movement of the time where day follows night and repeats and where human merely run to arrange for a living is something indeed to wonder. The innumerable stances of life through good and bad and the most influencing are the vibes of the negative words. I have often been a subject to all these disturbing elements of life where men of evil live more than the good souls. I have always wondered why it is that we all marry and then marry our kids and in this there are all those losses and hits that we had experienced. The great men our elders then complement this world teaches you things and it is only a place to learn. So learn fast for the final exit that’s why bad men live longer as they have to learn more things than the good ones.Here I add that yes each curse is a blessing in disguise but remember this is for the slaps of life not for ailments of the physical body.

The problem lies at the crux of the society where women and girls are only related for satisfaction of desire.The uneducated mass and Indian mentality finds them as entertainment materials.When we cry it is only a certain level of people who can listen or see, what about the labor class, the workers and the uneducated.Should there not be preaching at that level to remove the long built image of women as usable items.Dear friends the saints and priests should indulge in this process to send it to those ears too.I pray for the departed soul and for peace of the grieved family of India that has proved beyond doubts that it is one,Amen...WE ARE NOT ALONE WE ALL STILL HAVE THAT STRENGTH OF ONENESS WHERE EACH HUMAN UNDERSTANDS ANOTHER'S PROBLEM.
AMEN :Om Shanti, Shanti, Shanti

POSITION OF WOMEN IN INDIA:

Why are women and girls considered things and objects in this country.
There are many issues that need to be resolved so that women are considered with respect and dignity in this land of goddess as SHakti. 
Girls should be independent of thought. Many girls are found to be mentally dependent on boys and men right from their childhood.
Girls look on boys for emotional support. This comes from the women who look upon their male counterpart for emotional support. Too much dedication mentally after marriage , happiness only if the male is supportive, emotional imbalance and expecting too much from the male are a few diseased conditions dwelling in the married women. They are hard working and earn on their own yet if the male member does not contribute to the day today expenses they feel depressed and are emotionally low.
Girls need to discipline themselves at young age, running after boys, impressing them to be their friends rather than trying to build up a career is another source of mental illness of emotional dependence that leads to demolishing their energy and giving men a higher position in the society. Remember there is always a pious thing called marriage and that is the right stage for sex and sex related activities. Mothers train their daughters towards this fact right from the beginning.
When girls are on their feet and have acquired a high position they are completely lost, demoralized and down emotionally if they do not get married. This is another form of insecurity that says, men are above us, we are incomplete without them. Remember marriage is a way of life to let nature grow and not everything in life. Control your mind structure and help raise your esteem.
I have a lot of women coming to me depressed that they do not have proper husbands and it all starts and end with their expectation from their male counterpart. All this mind set needs to be changed. We are capable no doubt but why are we not independent of thought. Why live only for your family, this is your life live for yourself. Develop some taste in life which is for your happiness and enjoy life as it comes.
This also needs to be done simultaneously to become self reliant and independent. Thought kills more than action.

RELIGIOUS

“Oh Narada, wherever Tulsi grows there is no misery. She is In In Padampuran SHiva tells Narada about the importance of the holy Basil ( Tulsi) the holiest of the holy. Wherever the breeze blows her fragrance there is purity. Vishnu showers blessing on those who worship and grow Tulsi. Tulsi is sacred because Brahma resides in the roots, Vishnu resides in the stems and leaves and Rudra resides in the flowering tops.”

Time to time its love and wine;
Its cold and hot, and warm divine
we shred the couch and change the sign
we wear the warm and the cotton sublime
so is the brain, and the thoughts
they shred the rogue and bring in chyme
as weeks and months and days unfold
there shall be state of mind and mood
so calm! calm down this brain divine
ring in the inerself and let it rhyme
the brain think and the speech tell
what is divine just divine

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Best Ghazal-Ghulam Ali-Hum Ko Kiske Gham Ne (With Lyrics)

MAHABHARATA LEARN THROUGH THE MISTAKES

Mahabharata

The fight began many years back at the level of heart and head. The ill done to the pandavas by kauravs had to be sent off through Krishna, the enlightened. While yudhistar waited, tolerated the insults by the ill there was ultimately Krishna who came forward to teach a lesson to the body that being ruled by the head thinking about the wrong position of heart. The head and heart battle finally led to the damage to the body and the soul left.

When ever there is a naash or damage of the dharma and dharma could be anything from the possession of property to the damaging of the heart of roses and crushing it to your ill desires then Krishna comes to the earth. Krishna the righteous need not be challenged through the ill spats. He need not be defeated by the monetary threats; he need not be aroused through the wrong deeds. He is the ultimate, the ultimate that gave away all the treasures and monetary gains and was still powerful enough as he worked with his inner self.

Do u think anybody because remove clothes of a panchali; No it was the insult that was produces in the form human understand. The insult was tolerated by the Pandavas because they were siddha purush, but the divine paramatma called Krishna did not and clothed her to the extent that they could not decloth. This is the power of meditation. This is the power of meditation, to cloth the needy and that is called dharma yudh .The more you try to remove the anngvastra, the more we shall clothe, this is meditation and spirituality.

To arouse the inner self and channelize the energy to fight the battle of Mahabharata or the dharma yudh is the need of the hour. The spiritual gurus do not come into the world for no reason, they come to cloth the ill desires of the corrupt people and cover up the dirt and when it comes to the last stages of existence then they remove the dirty body where the good soul dwells through the Kurukshetra.

Yudhister and Krishna are still waiting and digesting the kauravas and finding alternative cloth let not be to the level of insanity…

Hari om.

Knowledge comes after realixzation.

Bhagwat Gita realization of god.

The story begins on a sunday morning with the ususal prayers offered to the deities at home.When  I had finished reading from one holy book my little one said now read this one and she handed me the Bhagwat Gita.She by my side I started from where I had left earlier.

 I told her that lord krishna is telling Arjun in the battle field why he should fight against his brothers, cousins and Gurus.

This the most important part of Gita.

At night before finally retiring to bed I said this world is a stage.

A stage? By elder daughter inquired and I affirmed her telling the entire poem of Shakesphere where he calls this world a stage and all of us merely players each with his enrty and exist. Her anxiousness lead to telling her all the stages of life to which she responded with great thrill putting me here and there.Then came the lst stage with shans teeth, shans eyes, shans everything until he finally exits fro the world.

But what after that...I said your sister will tell what she read in bhagwat gita today...

the tender lips said the man after death is burnt his body finishes but the soul goes away into the air and seeks another body.Then comes back in the form of a new human.

NOW STATRS THE REAL QUEST...

I added the body and soul are two different identities.Te body is perishable but the soul is not.Its an opportunist changing body for some purpose.

So what do we learn form all this ?????

We all have to do two things in life, only two things...take care of the body and the soul.

For the ody we neeed material as material furnishes the requirements of the body.The body needs food to survive.There may be ample food but if the ody parts donot function properly then there will be no use of food, so the body needs proper maintanence through exercise.Last but not least the body needs to be protected from wind water and cols.So the ody needs a permanent shelter.Hence Indians are always desiring a house at first priority perhaps many donot realize this reason as its forgotten through age and time.

And for the soul we need to gain knowledge, soul gets its food from knowledge and speaks through knowledge.Jai shri krishna...

Realization True realization

Another discussion into spirituality.

Another closure of the day with hope of Gyan and it comes through the child’s mouth. It was the 31st of January another evening when the family head returns and the day is over.

Then as my spiritual experiences came out so did a problem and then another and so started all discussions and I got spiritually uplifted to solve problems through the blessings of maa Durga Sarswati Rupan, the goddess of wisdom.

She wanted to know many things and took the place where healing starts. What will my future be, will I be able to become as I desire will I have material? What of my past birth.

I asked her do you know Hanumanji. Hanumanji is my father and he has a definite position in my heart. I revere him and he has come out in several occasions to help me. My believe my thoughts.

She kept quiet and then started the conversation I wish all of you will try to understand.

The texts say that Hanumanji, pawan putra hanuman was very zealous to the extent that he started off in the mission to eat the Sun, sun the giver of life. Sun God was scare of this act and hid and then Hanuman ji lost his memory.

He was cursed as he was using his powers in the wrong form and due to ignorance.

We all discuss of a soul within us. This soul is a part of God and the only God in human form Kaal Purush is Hanumanji. When a child is born then the texts say that a part of the God himself, Brahma comes in with the Brahamand. Brahamand is made of panch tatva and we all are a result of panch tatva. So as the hanuman enters our body in the form of soul he is the one who forgets everything and has to be constantly reminded to arise and act. This is called self realization. So we have to work constantly on our soul to awaken him and then as it remembers all the godly things we will be relieved from the bonds of sufferance and ill.

May the goddess impart peace unto u all.

Jai Sia Ram

Jai Hanuman.

SARASWATI THE GODDESS OF WISDOM

Maa Saraswati

Sarawati the goddess of knowledge was formly the river saraswati also indus that carried the agni to the ocean.It later dried as its work was accomplished and ever since the way of knowledge also changed from via agni to the ocean to through knowledge and wisdom.

saraswati pujan thus gets asssociated with acquiring knowledge for wisdom.

Saraswati showers its blessings on all the needy people through their desire(fire).It comes in the form of education. Education leads to knowledge which is also referrred to as wisdom.Acquiring knowlwdge through agni or fire means trying to arouse yourself to gain maximum knowledge. One should set fire to his desire to gain knowldge and once education is received knowlledge will flow. Ocean of knowledge is thus received through Saraswati.

My guruji says 

knowledge comes by itself and guru is the fire of heaven.The eath is the mother and knowledge is the cow of plenty.All interlinked webs of satisfaction.May the goddess bring in the cow of plenty Gomukhi, and shower her blessings through igniting the fire of desire to gain wisdom. Wisdom is saraswat.

Happy Basant panchami...

63 rd Republic Day

I donot understand what republic day holds for you, it holds vague memories associated with 15th August when the missionaries asked us to stop if you hear the national anthem enroute.

They taught us to show respect to our tricolor and serve your fellow beings that equates service to the nation.

Todays republic day was an entertaining show for millions who sat infront of the Tv show rectifying the past glory or perhaps trying to remember the past days.Some called it a good day off from routine work.Some saw the sorrow of the mother who lost her son and then the march past the black shining big car that took away the honorable president and the chief guest.

Good God! that's what its all about.I posted the preamble and just got one like.No body seeems to be concerned with anything anymore.Perhaps the zestful performers were also discharging duty.But every eye did cry for the poor mother who was there to receive the posthumus award.

Then the India gate and then the few jhakis( illustration) of the work that has been performed.This is how a country works, that's the way democracy runs.the few awards for kids and the brainstorming life risking performance of the high ups in the air force.

The national anthem buzzes and off we are with our routine work.Baby sleep the country's not gonna fetch you bread when I get old.Happy Repulic Day or Independence day wouln't come in the test.The paragraph writing maa...

Alls over, the day's done.

A Prayer to santa.

Dear Santa

I love a life like the christmas pie,

with a gourmout of dishes full of sweet and spice

a toying with  lovely smile

Dear Santa I WISH A LIFE...

Trees with greenery where leaves never die

snow on the hilltop of my desire

A humming of the cuckoo in my soul

A juggling of clown as my essence I unfold

dear santa Iwish a life....

a choco cake with a zing of merry

a drink of love with or without bloody merry

a company that never fades its hue

a deep life like the shining dew

dear santa a wish a life.....

A garden of Eden where love starts with appetite

a heaven on earth without death of goodwill 

a laughter so cute as the angle flies by

a sense of achievement at the fall of night

dear santa I wish a life....

Desperate parents or kids??

The plight of parents killing themselves with the business of hoarding material for their children shakes me a lot. Why all this mad run, obviously to give them a better material life in future in orders to secure their future. Sure! We all owe a few things to our kids; happiness of their presence is one such element to dwell on. The elements of life that hatched y progress was monetary I do not want my kid to suffer so I work day in and day out to help him stand on his own feet.

One day a desperate mother knocked at my door for solace. It was her teenage kid who was the cause of her panic. The child is taking a fancy to the outside world. Partying late night and relishing the taste of intoxicants thus staying away from the path of education leading to bad grades was her complain. I was to become her guardian to help her guide her child.

Infancy is the stage of teenagers.They take infancy to all things that are superfluous. Who would want to study if he knew there were lots of duchels at the bank awaiting his future? Who thinks of the far off ruins that life may throw at a tender stage of life? Why blame the child?

We are the teachers and guardians and have brought innocent beings to this world. We are responsible for any ill treatment the child faces, we are their saviors, we are responsible for their survival and in some cases the educated mothers add we are responsible for their better grades. Then how are we not responsible for their downfall or the negative attitude they develop in their teenage.

What parents must see to is that do they know themselves to claim so many things for their resultant outputs .A sum in mathematics needs to be solved first to be made applicable to different modes of solution making called mathematical applicability, derivations of formulas etc.

How much do the parents know themselves that they expect a child to stay as they will?

To my mind children should be told that this is a circle in the world that each parent produces off springs and then nurtures them with care. This completes a cycle of life and as the texts say helps him to get relieved from this world in an orderly manner. To educate and take care of the offspring is the parents’ duty. After all human beings have been blessed with compassion, but to supply for their life long requirements is not a parent’s job. You must feel blessed that we have brought you to this world to enjoy its beauty else as the religious books say soul shall take the body form and may be if we had not conceived you then a hen or a pig and well life would be definitely shit!!

So dear kids if you need to survive in this world then use your time and energy to its maximum during the teenage else struggles will be innumerable.

GOD BLESSES.

चिरंतन . . .: आवाजें - unsaid voices ...

चिरंतन . . .: आवाजें - unsaid voices ...

ek awaz wou hi hai

jou sunkar hi ansune kare hai hum

jou lee jaye is paal see uss paal taak

jaha na tum hou naa hum

wou ehasaas dilaye umra har kaa

saabka likha wou sanjou dee

sunharee paal mee atma kee awaz

khathin tou hee paar sunna zaroor

har pal har dgar nagar nagar, shahar shahar

wou sunhari asmani chadaar odhe awaaz.....